I sometimes wonder if its the monster that comes once a month that gets me overly analytical, emotional, and way too critical of myself or a place of blame to excuse my actions and thoughts of life. Maybe the reality is i'm constantly battling these circumstances I just refuse to let it empower me. I trick myself into thinking this is what life is all about and I have choosen the path. But the monster comes back and plays devils advocate and forces me to face these issues...what am i really doing? Where am i heading to? What do i really want to do/be?
And this is one reason why I love being a girl. The monster has yet again contributed to my progression towards self growth and positive change. Maybe its not a monster afterall but that much needed break to refocus and recollect myself.. sometimes we get so caught up with the daily that we forget what we have all sought to fight for.
Self worth.
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